Full Circle.....

Life has come to a full circle, and I am sure from here the life will again take a turn and a new beautiful chapter will start with a positive outcome

This is very same place from where I started this journey and the struggle which gave me wonderful outcome. All the struggled paid back in three beautiful instalments i.e. 27 Jan 2007, 29 Jan 2008 & 6 march 2013.

Once again I am in Jaipur, the place where after falling in love we were never able to stay together. I didn't know how, when, what, why only thing I knew was that he is the one with whom I want to spend rest of my life. 

I remember the pain when we were not able to meet for several months. Internet was far-fetched and mobiles were not that handy. No I am not that old this is just 15 years old scene.

With the limited pocket money we used to get it was difficult to manage both college and calls. And on top of that timings played their role too; when I was free he was not and when he was free I am not.  The only thing propelled us was the desire and determination to be one and to be together

Life is again taking the same test, this is its more deep as in the previous struggle I knew that I want to be with him totally unaware of how it feels to be together, I was alone and free from any responsibility.  This time this separation happened after 7-8 years of living together; I am not alone and  have many responsibilities .The pain is intense and so will be the reward, because difficult roads lead to beautiful destination

We are living separately, we hardly have time to speak, we keep longing for meeting each other, when he comes I cry out of happiness when he leaves I cry in pain, we have restricted phone calls, we keep mailing each other in between work, I can see that many things are same and so is the madness. Yes the madness for each other, the madness to be together again, and the madness to kill this time.

We have done this in the past and now are no exception. Perseverance is the great element of success; if you only knock long enough and loud enough at the gate you are sure to make it to someone. I know the love the bond we share is that strong that it can knock long & loud.

-Anshul